Yup, this is a tough one for me. A good friend I haven’t spoken to in some time gives me a call. Instead of picking up the phone I let it go to voicemail. After dodging the calls for a few months I get a text asking if I’m “Ghosting” them. Shoot… that’s not what I was intending, but I suppose I was. You see when I get on the phone with some of my good friends I feel I am playing a part… a role of what I am expected to be. I don’t want them to know the about all the shit that going on in my head… and in my life. I don’t want them to know I’m failing. So for this reason I avoid answering the phone because I’m not in the mood to have these conversations about “me”.
